For to me, to live is Christ and to die is gain. If I am to go on living in the body, this will mean fruitful labor for me. Yet what shall I choose? I do not know! I am torn between the two: I desire to depart and be with Christ, which is better by far; but it is more necessary for you that I remain in the body. Convinced of this, I know that I will remain, and I will continue with all of you for your progress and joy in the faith, so that through my being with you again your boasting in Christ Jesus will abound on account of me. Phil. 1:21-26
Dear Lord Jesus, my heart greatly resonates with Paul’s words this morning. Being with you in heaven would be better by far—better by FAR, than any other option afforded me. I’m glad to say and pray that, not because I’m in a funk, a season of Eeyore-likeness, or am facing some unpleasant task or disappointing news. Just the opposite—I’m in a “place” of contentment, peace, and joy; for which I give you thanks.
You’ve given me a full life and a many-chaptered story—with enough brokenness and sadness, to keep me humble and in constant need of your grace; and with enough adventure and joy, to intensify my longings for the Day you will return and finish making all things new.
Until that Day, Lord Jesus, be my center, “boast,” and delight. Fill, focus, and free me for the privilege of working for the “progress and joy in the faith” of many. I cannot think of anything I’d rather succeed at more,than helping others come more fully alive to your gospel and kingdom.
If, in your sovereign plan, you determine to give me one, ten, or twenty-five more years of life, may they be as full of your mercy, grace, love as possible. For to live, Lord Jesus, is you; and death is simply gaining more of you. I want to finish my life offering as much encouragement and hope as I possibly can, to as many people as I can. So very Amen I pray, in your strong and loving name.